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The Isolation of Being Deaf in Prison

missalsfromiram:

When I was in state prison in Georgia in 2013, I heard about a class called “Motivation for Change.” I think it had to do with changing your mindset. I’m not actually sure, though, because I was never able to take it. On the first day, the classroom was full, and the teacher was asking everybody’s name. When my turn came, I had to write my name on a piece of paper and give it to a guy to speak it for me. The teacher wrote me a message on a piece of paper: “Are you deaf?”

“Yes, I’m deaf,” I said.

Then she told me to leave the room. I waited outside for a few minutes, and the teacher came out and said, “Sorry, the class is not open to deaf individuals. Go back to the dorm.”

I was infuriated. I asked several other deaf guys in the prison about it, and they said the same thing happened to them. From that point forward, I started filing grievances. They kept denying them, of course. Every other class—the basic computer class, vocational training, a reentry program—I would get there, they would realize I was deaf, and they would kick me out. It felt like every time I asked for a service, they were like, fuck you, no you can’t have that. I was just asking for basic needs; I didn’t have a way to communicate. And they basically just flipped me the bird.

While I was in prison they had no American Sign Language (ASL) interpreters. None of the staff knew sign language, not the doctors or the nurses, the mental health department, the administration, the chaplain, the mail room. Nobody. In the barbershop, in the chow hall, I couldn’t communicate with the other inmates. When I was assaulted, I couldn’t use the phone to call the Prison Rape Elimination Act (a federal law meant to prevent sexual assault in prison) hotline to report what happened. And when they finally sent an interviewer, there was no interpreter. Pretty much everywhere I went, there was no access to ASL. Really, it was deprivation.

I met several other deaf people while I was incarcerated. But we were all in separate dorms. I would have liked to meet with them and sign and catch up. But I was isolated. They housed us sometimes with blind folks, which for me made communication impossible. They couldn’t see my signs or gestures, and I couldn’t hear them. They finally celled me with another deaf inmate for about a year. It was pretty great, to be able to communicate with someone. But then he got released, and they put me with another blind person.

When I met with the prison doctor, I explained that I needed a sign language interpreter during the appointment. They told me no, we’d have to write back and forth. The doctor asked me to read his lips. But when I encounter a new person, I can’t really read their lips. And I don’t have a high literacy level, so it’s pretty difficult for me to write in English. I mean, my language is ASL. That’s how I communicate on a daily basis. Because I had no way to explain what was going on, I stopped going to the doctor.

My health got worse. I came to find out later that I had cancer. When I went to the hospital to have it removed, the doctor did bring an interpreter and they explained everything in sign language. I didn’t understand, why couldn’t the prison have done that in the first place? When I got back to prison, I had a lot of questions about the medicines I was supposed to take. But I couldn’t ask anyone.

I did request mental health services. A counselor named Julie was very nice and tried her best to tell the warden I needed a sign language interpreter. The warden said no. They wanted to use one of the hearing inmates in the facility who used to be an interpreter because he grew up in a home with deaf parents. But Julie felt that was inappropriate, because of privacy concerns. Sometimes, we would try to use Video Remote Interpreting, but the screen often froze. So I was usually stuck having to write my feelings down on paper. I didn’t have time to process my emotions. I just couldn’t get it across. Writing all that down takes an exorbitant amount of time: I’d be in there for 30 minutes, and I didn’t have the time to write everything I wanted to. Julie wound up learning some sign language. But it just wasn’t enough.

My communication problems in prison caused a lot of issues with guards, too. One time, I was sleeping, and I didn’t see it was time to go to chow. I went to the guard and said, “Hey man, you never told me it was chow time.” I was writing back and forth to the guard, and he said he can’t write because it’s considered personal communication, and it was against prison policy for guards to have a personal relationship with inmates. That happened several times. I would have to be careful writing notes to officers, too, because it looked to the hearing inmates like I was snitching.

Once they brought me to disciplinary court, but they had me in shackles behind my back, so I had no way to communicate. Two of the corrections officers in the room were speaking to me. All I saw were lips moving. I saw laughter. One of the guards was actually a pretty nice guy, one of the ones who was willing to write things down for us deaf folks. He tried to get them to take the cuffs off me. He wrote, guilty or not guilty? But the others would not uncuff me. I wanted to write not guilty. I wanted to ask for an interpreter. But I couldn’t. They said, “OK, you have nothing to say? Guilty.” That infuriated me. I started to scream. That was really all that I could do. They sent me to the hole, and I cried endlessly. It’s hard to describe the fury and anger.

Prison is a dangerous place for everyone, but that’s especially true for deaf folks.

Jeremy Woody, 48, was released from Central State Prison in Georgia in August 2017, after serving four years for a probation violation. He now lives near Atlanta. He is currently suing Georgia corrections officials over his treatment in prison, with the help of the American Civil Liberties Union’s Disability Rights Program and the ACLU of Georgia. Woody spoke to The Marshall Project through an American Sign Language interpreter.

The Georgia Department of Corrections did not respond to a request for comment concerning allegations in this interview.

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Fucking finally, something positive that doesn’t look fucking photoshopped to hell. Real, unedited people, I am loving this

Rad

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During the most poor and homeless period of my life, I had a lot of people get angry with me because I spent $25 on Bath and Body Works candles during a sale. They couldn’t comprehend why the hell I would do that when I had been fighting for months to try and get us on our feet, afford food, and have an apartment to live in.

Those candles were placed beside wherever I slept that night. In the morning, I would move them and set them wherever I’d have to hang out. At one point I carried one around in my purse - one of those big honking 3-wick candles. I never lit them, but I’d open them and smell them a lot.

I credit that purchase with a lot of my drive that got me to where I am today. I had been working tirelessly, 15+ hour days with barely any reward, constantly on the phone or trying to deal with organizations and associations to “get help at”. It’d gone on for almost a year by the end of it, and I was so burnt out, to the point that I would shake 24/7. But I could get a bit of relief from my 3-wick “upper middle class lifestyle” candles. They represented my future goals, my home I wanted to decorate, and how I would one day not be in this mess anymore.

When we moved into the apartment, and our financial status improved, I burned those candles every single day. When they were empty, I cleaned them out, stuck labels on them, and they became the starting point of my really cute organization system I had ALWAYS planned to have.

So whenever I hear about someone very poor getting themselves a treat - maybe it’s Starbucks, maybe it’s a home deco item, maybe it’s a video game… I don’t judge them. I get it. I get that you can’t go without anything for that long without it making you go crazy. You need to pull some joy, inspiration, and motivation from somewhere.

poor people deserve things they want, too. it is unfair to expect poor people to only buy things they “need”.

My grandfather used to tell me: if you only have 20 kr left, you buy grocery for 10 kr and flowers for the other 10 kr because you need a reason to live as well.

We are not machines and an unmet need is an unmet need.

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schools out 

THAT ICONIC DOUBLE TAP AT THE END U CAN TELL IS HER LEAVING THE NOTES APP

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a) do you really think someone would put all that time and energy into making an infinity stone jewelry piece if they didn’t know all about the infinity stones

b) I don’t see you putting all that time and energy into making an infinity stone jewelry piece, what have you contributed lately besides being a dick to people for no reason

c) who gives a shit if you can’t name all the stones, you’re allowed to enjoy the shit you enjoy without some whiney ass loser quizzing you to the smallest detail

I will NEVER FORGET my first convention.  A table was doing Transformers trivia and you could win a prize.  The men in front of me were asked fairly difficult questions.  

Then I rolled up.  Dressed as Thrust because buttwings, damnit.

“Oh, we’ll go easy on you,” the dude said in the most condescending, smarmy tone.  “Name one of the dinobots.”

I rattled all five off in alphabetical order, and demanded that they tell me all six Constructicons.

There were several guys at the table.  They managed five.

“You forgot Bonecrusher,” I said sweetly and walked off.  I didn’t want the prize I’d rightfully earned.  Their spluttering was all I wanted.

If you’re gonna gatekeep, I’m gonna DESTROY YOU.

Great story BUT… You shouldn’t have to destroy them!!

You don’t have to love something in a ridiculously obsessive way that knows every tiny fucking detail for your love of it to bring you joy. If that’s how they get joy, cool, nice for them. But you don’t have to.

You can casually love a thing, cosplay as a thing, go to cons for a thing, without dissecting it into little pieces.

Women do not have to be exceptional in order to belong.

WOMEN DO NOT HAVE TO BE EXCEPTIONAL IN ORDER TO BELONG

THIS.

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I couldn’t stop thinking about how funny this was I’M SORRY

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A female Presenting nipples

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The text reads,

“YOU WERE FRANTIC AND FOOLISH, YOU KEPT NO TRACK OF TIME, YOU RAN YOUR DELICATE BODY INTO ITS NATURAL END,
YOU BURNED ALL YOUR CANDLES TO STUMPS, YOU ARE TIRED AND HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO LAY DOWN,
YOU HAVE EARNED THIS REPERCUSSION, THIS REWARD, THIS RECKONING,
YOU FINALLY  NEED TO KNOW

HOW TO DECAY GRACEFULLY

LIE STILL (x13) ”

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Black Panther was awesome.

But like I’m seeing a number of fans (not a majority of them, just some of them) react to this movie with claims of ownership like “this is ours”, “this belongs to our community”, “this is for us”, “this isn’t for you” and so on. Obviously this doesn’t apply to most of the wonderful fans, just a small but vocal minority of them, but

Y’all.

Did you actually watch the movie.

The movie in which one of the main character’s central arcs is realizing the foolishness and folly of keeping everything important to your people all to yourself and shunning the rest of the world.

The movie in which the entire point is explaining how the whole “This is OUR thing!” ideology is actually just a really shitty, selfish, cowardly, closed-minded attitude and you’re absolutely terrible for forsaking other people to perpetuate it.


Do you not see the irony here?

This post is honestly a huge heaping load of “you’re the real racist for being protective of Black Panther”.

Have you seen what fandom does to Black characters? What it’s already tried to do to the characters in Black Panther?

  • Stories placing a white character on the throne of Wakanda (frequently by killing off T'challa and sometimes his sister)
  • Slavery stories where T'challa and other Black characters are enslaved (or are “concubines”)
  • Bonus: “concubines” are basically glorified slaves in fandom and Wakanda wouldn’t have those either. (That one weirdo and her defenders with the concubine Bucky story idea.)
  • Purposefully whitewashed art (either literally replacing T'challa with a white guy or not putting any effort in to drawing the characters of Black Panther as they are)
  • Centering white characters (not just Ross or Klaue who were IN the movie, but Bucky, Steve, and other white Avengers) in headcanons and stories that are ostensibly about these Black characters
  • The cry of fandom misogynoir across the ages: “I don’t know why, but I just don’t like Nakia/Shuri/Okoye”
  • People literally write stories reacting in a racist way to Shuri being smarter than Tony Stark (like stories where she’s “put in her place”) in addition to posts and comments calling her a Mary Sue
  • Sugar daddy T'challa stories and headcanons where he exists only to do things for white characters
  • Gross (and frankly out of character) incest stories where Erik is in a relationship with T'challa or Shuri (which is like doubly gross…)

Using the plot of Black Panther to try and shame black people into playing nice with racists across fandom is such a bad look, my dude.

Black people get to claim Black Panther for ourselves and we get to be obnoxious about it because fandom is full of people who like to tell us that we don’t belong and that the focus of x superhero movie is really one of several white characters. We’re constantly defending ourselves and characters that look like us and with Black Panther, many black people in fandom have finally had enough.

We saw what they did/do to Rhodey, Sam, and Black characters in “predominantly white” media.

Excuse us for wanting to shut that shit down here.

Like are we supposed to bow down your mastery and great understanding of what T’challa would really want? Is he supposed to be the new MLK for Black folks in fandom? Like T’challa opened up Wakanda in order to help Black people across the diaspora - yes, that’s ACTUALLY what that was about – and you think that means we’re supposed to be anything but protective of that movie and its characters?

(Also, in the interest of full disclosure: I’ve blocked you. Preemptively. Because I highly doubt that your response is going to be a “oh wow, I didn’t know fandom was this bad… Let me delete this post” and I don’t have the spoons to deal with the nonsense you’ll probably spew despite being on Beyonce’s internet and fully capable of googling antiblackness in fandom/fandom racism in order to get just a teeny weeny glance at what we deal with in fandom. This is for both our sakes.)

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ladies? i have GOT to ask. what is going on

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macdicilla:

I just saw med/ren as an abbrev for medieval/renaissance and now I can’t shake the mental earworm “advice for the med/ren era”

mi brothor, mi brothor, ond mē

Ic am þi eldyst bruþer, Iustinn Mac Alroi

Ic am þi midlyst broþyr, Trauyss Mac Alroye

And ich am þy swete baybe brodyr, Gryffyn McAlroye

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im the dj screaming w laughter

I think about this at least once a day.

working in customer service be like

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